Net Neutrality? Good riddance.

I am not one of the crowd. I am separate and believe the Lord. I cannot stomach what the internet is used for anymore. I hope they do get rid of the so-called "freedoms" we take for granted on the wicked wide web. It may be for an evil reason, but I believe God Almighty is over this and HE will have His will done.

I actually see the internet being charged for as a good thing. Before the computer, children played outside, people talked mouth to mouth and had morals. Before the internet started becoming a god, people actually used their own brains and worked hard for a living, and weren't afraid of being spied on and under surveillance everywhere they went. Before the WWW stole dominion over society, folks were decent and had compassion on one another and didn't kill each other because they were looked at in a funny way. I tell you, this computer age needs to be shut down and put and end to, and I KNOW God will get it done in HIS timing.

With all this "neutrality" bullcrap, things have gone way over the top in the name of free speech and free expression. People will always do what others do; it's the herd mentality. If you have a Samsung Galaxy phone, then someone else will want one too. If you hate Trump, so will someone else. The computer age has become an almighty god to the sheeple of the world.

I was just reading an article about the "privileges" of a free internet. Look at what they say will be done away with if this neutrality rules ban occurs.

"The consequences will be particularly devastating for marginalized communities media outlets have misrepresented or failed to serve. People of color, the LGBTQ community, indigenous peoples and religious minorities in the United States rely on the open internet to organize, access economic and educational opportunities, and fight back against systemic discrimination."

I say, GOOD RIDDANCE!! These people are destined for defeat anyway, whether it be now or at the judgment. GOD will have the final word in all matters.

Why do they say, "people of color"? Why not just come out and say "blacks"? The LGBTQ community? They're already damned and headed for the Lake of Fire if they don't repent. The sheeple use the internet as a means to riot and protest everything their whiny little hearts don't like! Ungrateful, Christ-hating morons!! I say, bring it! Thank you, Verizon, AT&T and all those other Satanic companies! The Lord can and does use evil to bring good! God is still on His throne. America is past overdue for a good spanking, and I believe this will do the trick!! Yes Sir!!

As for me, I will be gone from this experience of the internet. I am certainly NOT paying for a slower "internet experience". I will always have fond memories of my revival experience in the AOL chatroom back in 1999. I thank God for using me here in my websites and blogs while they were up and running. I thank God for leading me to my dear Loice who got saved and led her whole village in Kenya, Africa to Christ. Truly, God has used the internet for much good and gotten all the glory, winning souls to the Lord and blessing us with real King James Bible preaching and Bible truths. I know in my heart that many rewards in Heaven await the faithful who stuck it out in the fear of God and in truth.

It's our fault that we've taken the internet for granted. What started as a gift from God has devolved into a hellish monster of greed, selfishness and lust. I say again, I will be happy if this net neutrality fails. People need to wake up, and so be it if the wake-up call is rude. We ALWAYS reap what we sow.

"Internet" starts with I

You notice that the word internet begins with an I? I did. It's all I, me, myself, and mine. We live in a selfish, corrupt world and I (excuse me) am tired of it. I'm tired of depending on a machine for satisfaction instead of going to God in prayer. I'm tired of looking for attention in all the wrong places (Facebook, Instagram, etc.).

What's wrong with the internet? It can be used in so many positive ways. Yeah, right, just like marijuana can be used as a medicine. How many think that pot is a drug to get high with? I do. I even smoked it for a time. Yeah, I'm a sinner just like you. Oh well. So how many think pot can be used as meds? Not many. We're conditioned to think that pot is an addictive drug, so the meds idea is too far-fetched to believe. I personally don't believe it. If you do, you're a fool following the ideas of the NWO who want you to think that it's GOOD FOR YOU. Sheeple. When will you wake up?

This is just one example. But I am not going to waste my time on any more. I just want to once and for all get off the internet, because it is nothing to me anymore. I despise it. You go ahead and enjoy yourself. I'm done.

Eclipse was a total show

I'm both elated and disappointed at the same time. I was waiting for hours to watch the solar eclipse, and I came up with this image:

I tried to make it clearer but it was zoomed in a bit far. The eclipse glasses were held up to the lens. I had looked through the glasses and it looked like a thumbnail. An orange slice of sun capping the dark moon. It was a wonderful sight. Even though it was cloudy in my area, I was still fortunate enough to obtain a pair of glasses and catch the eclipse before it went away.

Thousands traveled to the path where totality would take place, and I'm sure they were rewarded. What a sight that must have been, a dark circle with flame-like sparkles around it, and bright stars adorning the scene. I admit I am a little jealous.

A smartphone is pretty useless to photograph an eclipse unless you have filters and other gadgets in the camera. Mine was a bust, hence my disappointment. But those glasses made a huge difference. Wow!

Seven more years, and I'll see it in totality!

Flagged

I went on YouTube today and was appalled at what I saw. In the upper left hand corner, a tiny rainbow flag unfurled and waved happily. The symbol of "gay pride," in our face as usual.

I wondered, why isn't there as much respect for our American flag, with its familiar red, white and blue? One which our founding fathers revered and soldiers bled and died for? Don't people realize the reason we have our freedoms in this country is because of God-fearing folk who weren't ashamed to stand for our land, and who stood for the Bible because it was the very foundation of our country's beginnings? Why a flag with stolen colors from the Bible? You know, the rainbow, which is still known as God's promise never to destroy the earth with a flood again? Where are people's brains anymore?

Freedom is NOT free. There is ALWAYS a price tag for the privileges and conveniences we enjoy and have at our disposal. Our nation has become complacent, lazy, selfish, and headed straight for the Lake of Fire. What a pitiful thing, that which once gave Almighty God the glory is reduced to drugged-out, alcoholic, homosexual, child-murdering, pedophile Satan worshippers whose only desire is to themselves. What a tragedy, a sad climax to a miraculous beginning.

We have gone way too far when it comes to "rights." Gays have "rights." Feminists have "rights." Rights are not candy that you pass around to anyone who won't stand up for what is right and assumes WRONG is right! You can't assume what's right is wrong and make it a right because you want to go along to get along (the idea of "sheeple" comes to mind). Shame on our world view of our "rights"! They should be called WRONGS, because we have gone too far with our sins!!

What about the unborn babies who die at the hands of Godless abortionists? Where's their right to live? The blood of every murdered child cries out to God for retribution. And now this rainbow flag, waving in defiance of everything holy, pure and Bible oriented. God will NOT be mocked!!

The Declaration of Independence is a forgotten document. Our days in America are numbered, and decreasing by the hour. Only if we repent and return to God and beg for mercy on this cursed nation will we survive. It begins with the individual. What will you do for God and your country today??

I don't hate gays, I hate their SIN because God hates it! It disgusts me when I see two men holding hands or kissing! Ugh!! It OFFENDS me! And yes, you can call me homophobic, because I am afraid of what will happen to them if they don't repent and believe on Jesus to save their soul from Hell fire! God is homophobic, because His Son Jesus died for their sins and they trample His Name in the dust! Let me tell you, God is OFFENDED at ALL of our sins!!

I preach God's truth, and whether or not they receive it is between them and Him. They've already set the course of their life and they'll pay the consequences for their sins if they do not repent and receive Christ as Savior. Homosexuality is a vile SIN, just like adultery, pride, lying, etc. It is an unhealthy, wretched, foul abomination which God hates. It is unrestrained lust towards those of the same gender. The ludicrous idea that two gays can get married and raise a "family" is straight out of the pits of the Devil's HELL!! Sin is anything which a holy God says is ABOMINATION!

Just to be clear, God doesn't hate the sinner. If He did, none of us would be alive today. Jesus wouldn't have come to earth to die on the cross. The Bible wouldn't have been written by the Holy Spirit through holy men whose faith toward God was exemplary. We would have ceased to exist if God wasn't a God of love, BUT, He is also a God of JUSTICE Whose demands for holiness must be shown.

God loves the individual person. Jesus died on the cross for each individual person. God hates SIN, and we are SINNERS all our life UNTIL we die. While we still abide here on earth, we WILL sin, BUT, if we are born again (saved), God has forgiven our sins through the precious blood of Christ shed for us on Calvary's cross. Once again, in plainer terms: God hates SIN, NOT the sinner. Anyone can come to Christ and be saved, even the most vile sinner that ever lived, which is you and me.

This "gay pride" is just one by-product of the sore lack of God, prayer and the King James Bible from our children's lives. It's no God of the Bible, but any god you can conjure up. If you speak for the one true God, you are stymied and ridiculed. SHAME!! Anything goes in this sinful generation. They all hate God, the Lord Jesus, and any speck of truth from the Bible.

The Devil has been mighty busy these days, preparing to bring his son (the Antichrist) to the world, and dragging countless millions of souls to Hell while the pseudo-church (modernism) is asleep at the wheel. There is very little hard preaching anymore. Many of today's pastors won't preach on Hell because they love money and don't want to offend anyone. People refuse to turn, so they will burn. I didn't say it, God did. I will offend them, because people NEED to be offended for their vile sins!!

I'm glad God already knows what will happen very soon. His Word will not be destroyed, no matter what Satan and sinners do with it. It is forever settled in Heaven. Everything will go as God ordered it. The God-haters will be utterly and ultimately silenced. Oh what a day that will be, when the Lord Jesus, Who took on every sin of every man, woman and child had committed, paying the price in full with His blood, will come and destroy this rotting corpse of a world at His coming. Truly God will avenge those who stand for His Word.

God promises a way out of Hell. Jesus died for YOU. You need to get right with God and repent of your wicked ways. Jesus did this because He loved you enough to take the nails and the beatings, the mockery and the shame. Jesus is God Almighty, the only One Who can forgive your awful sin condition. Only YOU can make this vital decision. Will you be born again? It's so simple a child can do it. See this page for more. HOW TO BE SAVED

Dry times of prayerlessness

Have you ever felt like you're in hiatus prayer-wise? You feel like your prayers are hindered or just don't come out? I get like this sometimes, I want to pray but something gets in the way.

I know from experience that God at times doesn't answer prayers, but that doesn't mean that He has forgotten me. Sometimes He just wants us to speak up. But that's the problem. What is keeping me from speaking up? Don't I have a humble heart? I know He hears my prayers but what is wrong? Unconfessed sin? Attitude problem? Secret sins that only He and I know of? Lord, please reveal it to me so I can get right with You!

Maybe it's my flesh. We tend to worship our body by feeding it too much with food, pleasures and physical comforts. Ever notice that when the church was PERSECUTED, God heard and answered every single prayer they prayed? That was POWER back then, and it can still happen today. However if we go around denying the very God Who graciously provides all our needs, and we start WANTING things more than NEEDING them, that gets in the way of our Christian walk and can hinder our prayers.

I don't know what to do in times like this. Just confess my sins and keep praying, I suppose. God knows my heart. I don't like to not pray. I need His power, and that can only be obtained by prayer.

Not by fame, not by power, but by God's Spirit

Looks like I'm back here again. As usual nothing's going on. The only time I see any activity is when these posts first get published. A sudden flurry, then enduring, deathlike silence. Maybe my name "Silent Witness" really is appropriate.

This is why I like my privacy, although I know that "privacy" no longer exists here on the wicked-wide-web. Every keystroke is monitored, every thought made public domain. That makes me very uneasy, but I suppose it's inevitable. Nothing's getting better in this sinful world, only worse. Only the Prince of peace can set things right, and He surely will, in His timing. Plus I know His power protects me, and nothing can happen to me outside of His will.

I don't ask for fame, nor do I have the personality for it. I like being an unknown. I like being poor. I am a nobody who wants to tell everybody about Somebody who can save anybody! I love depending on Another for my daily needs. I was never the type to make a name for myself. I am just here to spread the Good News. I am not expecting anything big to happen, other than the Rapture, and then I will leave this sad world behind, but perhaps in the meantime someone will be moved by God's Spirit to get right with Him, be saved, and avoid eternal Hell fire.

The only time I know of when anything really happened at one of my writings is when my late friend Loice Lenkume of Kenya, Africa saw my website page and got saved from reading it. She told everyone in her family about Jesus, and they all got saved as well. Today, her son Peter is the spiritual leader of their community, teaching children the Gospel of Jesus Christ, and to all who trust in Him how to live as a Christian believer from the Word of God. This is my legacy, and I greatly look forward to meeting these folks in Heaven.

I am only a sinner saved by grace. I myself am nothing special. However, friend, you are loved by Jesus (John 3:16), and He wants you to be born again. If you are not saved, you can be right now. Admit that you are a sinner bound for Hell. Believe that Jesus Christ died for you on the cross by choice, because He loved you and doesn't want you to go to Hell. Receive His gift of eternal life, so you can go to Heaven when you die and be with Jesus forever. It's not hard or difficult, but I must pass this message on, that JESUS SAVES! See this page for more info:


HOW TO BE BORN AGAIN BY FAITH IN JESUS CHRIST

Another "I hate you Silentwitness" spam email from "Tracybot"

Okay so now I'm convinced. I got another one of those stupid spam emails that I spoke of earlier. It's definitely a bot or something not human. It is apparently from someone named Tracy. I'll just call her "Tracybot."

I've seen other seemingly personalized spam emails other than this one, such as "Hey, stop sending me your pictures" or "You've got the wrong address" or some dumb stuff like that. It's called clickbait. You see something that mimics a personalized email so like a sucker you click on the link. Then they've got you!

This is what unsaved heathens do with themselves, they send these ungodly emails and expect you to click on their ungodly links so they can harvest your personal info like your bank account numbers, your address, your location, etc. I get at least 100 of this filth every day. It all gets deleted. I marvel at how gullible people are nowadays. Who cares if "Tracybot" hates me? Good! I don't want any weirdos following me around anyway.

What amazes me is that we continue to divulge our personal info on Facebook, Twitter, etc. and nobody blinks an eye. That's how low we've sunk in the sewer. Good or bad, the internet has us at its mercy. The only way to escape this chain of addiction is to unplug yourself, and that means no more computer, no phone, no electronic vice of any kind. Unfortunately, you've already sent all your private texts and photos and they're floating around out there in the "clouds"... so basically yes, you're done for. That's the pessimist's view.

However since I am a child of the living God, I know there's a reason for everything. The Lord knows what He is doing, and we don't. The secret things belong to God. There is a plan and a purpose for all the junk going on in life today, and that is a direct result of this nation turning its back on Him decades earlier. God said, you don't want Me, so help yourself. We are reaping what we have sown all in the name of sinful vanity.

Even what I type here is being monitored. Our privacy is long gone, folks. We've got Big Brother on our tails all the time now. However, that doesn't mean that this author is going to throw up her hands and give up. I have nothing to hide. I'm going to continue to preach that JESUS SAVES!! And there's nothing that can stop me outside of God's will. The Devil is a DEFEATED FOE.

I just WannaCry! Get a life.

So what is all this turmoil over this ransomware "outbreak"? I did some research on this fearmongering and I've come to a conclusion. It's all in your heads. You make the decision to panic and start running for the hills, but I intend to stand fast and endure for Jesus' sake.

Why do I mention the Name of Jesus? Because He is my everything. He is my Rock, my Savior and my King, and NOTHING can happen to me (or my possessions) outside of His will. I believe His will is to trust in Him, and give Him all my cares, and He will do the rest. I'm not about to wring my hands in despair because the Devil just threw a new trick together and is scaring the daylights out of most people. Remember that Ebola scare?? It was all a sham. I refuse to bow to Satan. My knees bow only to the Lord JESUS CHRIST!!

Besides, I have basically nothing to lose. All my files are either already done away with (by me, by choice), or there's nothing to steal from. I do not save cookies, and I don't understand all that computer rigmarole that these tech wizzes boast of. If I have a problem with my computer, an outdated, on-its-last-legs Windows 7, I ask my computer-savvy sons about it and they tell me what to do. 9 times out of 10, they're right!

Okay, it's mostly big companies, hospitals, delivery modes, airlines, etc. that were affected (or were they?) so it is a big deal. What do you do when you're confronted with disaster? You GET ON YOUR KNEES AND PRAY. Duh! It sounds so simple it's ridiculous, but isn't that what Christianity is today? Something to be mocked, thus avoided? "We can't be part of that Christian stuff. Jesus will not reign over us!"  the world says. That's why the Devil eats you alive. Because all you can see is his junk. You're sheeple. You do whatever everyone else does. You won't stand alone. You refuse to look up and ask Jesus to save your soul from Hell, because you're only into yourself. That's why Satan is having a field day with the worldly masses, because people are dumb sheep that think the world revolves around them. Well, sorry to tell you, it DOESN'T.

What amazes me about the "success" of this ransomware is that people actually fall for it hook line and sinker and pay the "ransom." Give me a break. Are you that dumb so as to spend God's money on trash like this? Those people who put this thing together, whether they're the higher ups or just some bored, stupid teenagers in a garage somewhere; they already know they're done. The Devil is a defeated foe, so if these losers follow him, they've already lost and will be losers forever in the Lake of Fire. Let me get this clear to you, friend: THE DEVIL IS A LIAR!! He comes to KILL, to STEAL, and to DESTROY. Does that ring any bells??

I refuse to cry. I refuse to bend. My heart belongs to Jesus Christ, so let the worst come. My home is in Heaven. Take the world, but give me JESUS. This world is NOT my home!

Salvation is a gift. You do NOT have to be like everyone else. Jesus died for all mankind, so He expects us to receive His gift for free. But woe to all who turn Him away, or corrupt the plan of salvation! You REALIZE you are a sinner bound for Hellfire, because we are born in sin. You REPENT and change your mind and agree with God that you are a sinner. You RECEIVE God's love gift of salvation through the blood of Jesus Christ, and that He is in Heaven preparing a place for you if you believe. That's all! Simple yet profound.

Jesus will make you a new creature in Him. Don't put it off. Time is running out. See this page for more: HOW TO BE SAVED

The divorce that wasn't

Years ago, when I first started writing on the internet, I used to send out emails to those whom I met online in Christian chatrooms where I had revival. Then the Lord introduced me to making websites. Through much trial and error, I ended up having a total of  6 websites and blogs. Unfortunately I no longer have them, this blog being my final attempt to spread the Gospel.

These paragraphs below are just one page of what I called my "main site." I called it "Unequally Yoked." It speaks of when I was in turmoil over my marriage. But God in His infinite mercy spared me the terrible end. Read the bottom to understand it better. If you care, then I sincerely thank you for caring. If not, you can leave and don't bother to come back, because what I say may not be to your taste.

		Just a thought. The Lord Jesus Christ had me put this site together way back in the year 2004, so now that it's nearly 10 years later, and times do change, I feel a need to update my "Unequally Yoked" page. (I praise the Lord for His keeping this site up for this long.)   As of November 2013... Update... Let me just be honest, and confess that my husband had not been living with us. As of 2009, the Lord had me as a single parent and in charge of the household. NOT complaining and with NO regrets, I was a mother AND a father to my children (by God's wisdom), I kept the bills straight (by the grace of God), and we still had a roof over our heads (again, by the grace AND MERCY of God). I even learned how to do without certain luxuries and went to a food bank and thrift stores for necessities. God is my Provider. I have no other One to give credit to (certainly not myself) but to the Lord Jesus Christ for His sovereignty and will, and for the powerfully sustaining assurance of the promises He keeps in His Word.   Now my husband has moved back in with us and hasn't any more desire to go anywhere. He sold his then current vehicle and is where he's supposed to be. Last December (2012) he had been in a terrible motorcycle accident  which, by God's grace alone, he survived. We are still "unequally yoked," as he hasn't yet believed on the Lord, but anything can happen. Glory to God. Thank you for praying for us. If you have read my pages, I hope they were edifying to you. However, things don't always go as we have them planned. Let me just say that I believe God is working, and He WANTS my husband saved and going to heaven. But God works in ways we cannot understand, and it is His will and prerogative to do anything He wants. He is in control! Amen?? This situation was between us and the Lord, but I believe that God did not give us too much to bear, and that prayer is powerful and does work!!   Let me get a little personal here. Even when it seems like we have done all we can do, and we throw up our hands and say, "That's it. I can't take it anymore," my friend, THAT'S when GOD does His miracle-working wonders!! He WANTS us to "let go of the reins," so He can manifest His mighty power in our life! And don't get the silly idea that God wasn't around while you and I were struggling. It was His grace that got you through, and it's by His grace you are where you are now! Amen!  He knows EVERYTHING, and can even see way past this fleeting moment in time to eternity future.  So how do you know you were alone, or can't continue in the will He has planned for you? How can you assume that all is lost, and you are ready to give up? Don't you believe God is a big God, and He answers big prayers? Just hold on a little longer, and do as you're supposed to do. I hope I am preaching to the choir right now.   Thanks for stopping by. Boy do I appreciate your company. Keep praying for your spouse to be saved. God NEVER goes back on ONE promise He makes. Just do your part, and He will do His. Amen. AN UPDATE, DECEMBER 2013 I was made aware that we are going to divorce sometime in the beginning of 2014. I hate divorce because God hates it. I don't know exactly when, but I am shaken about it. My faith is very small in this regard. I don't know what is to become of me after this happens. He said he wouldn't put me out on the street, but that is of little comfort compared to what God would have me to do. I know this is a big prayer request, and I better get on my knees and pray about this situation. God will not leave nor forsake me, of this I am confident, but I need to search the Scriptures and find out what He wants me to do. I will keep this updated. I need a miracle. Please pray for us. As of February 6, 2016, my life has taken a turn for the better. After a long battle with many physical trials, he passed away on February 5. His body couldn't take it anymore. I am now single again, a widow, and God is with me and taking care of all my needs.  Thanks be to God, my husband NEVER divorced me, because he had literally no strength to do so. Even though his girlfriend  had been looking for a house to live in for after he divorced me and married her (yes, I knew about her because he wasn't afraid to boast about her in front of me), I still stood by my husband because it was what God wanted me to do. He had many physical ailments, like diabetes, a wound on his leg that had developed from Agent Orange when he was in the Marines back in the 1960's, among other illnesses. He had also acquired MRSA when he had to be rushed to the hospital after surviving the motorcycle accident. He was a survivor, it's true, but he insisted on living his own way, and he continually rejected the Gospel, so I believe God cut his life short. He had just turned 67 years old when he died. I am now a single and free woman and I have NO intention of ever marrying again.  As for the girlfriend, I am acquaintances with her, and whenever she comes to visit my kids (yes, they knew about it all along too), I try to be Christlike around her and treat her like a human being, not as a scumbag as I had once thought she was. After all, Jesus died for her too. As I mentioned before, I write because the Lord wants me to write. I don't get many views, but I like it that way. I hate the crowd scene, where everybody does what everybody else does. That sheeple mindset makes me sick. I LIKE being a loner. I don't have to answer to anyone, but God. Thank You Lord, for setting me free indeed.

Prayer works. Don't give up.

One of the most potent results of living the Christian life is spiritual growth. I cannot go into detail because that would be boasting and I would forfeit rewards in Heaven for what happened today, but I was mightily assured that God does use me, and my prayers are surely heard by Him.

People desperately need the Lord Jesus Christ, Who bled and died on the cross for all mankind that ever lived. I used to think witnessing online for Him was enough, but that is not the case. God wants us to do all we can, when we can, where we can, and He makes sure that we can. He provides opportunities to serve Him and divine appointments to be set up for those to whom He directs us. He never makes mistakes, and He expects us to be obedient servants. However, it is up to each one of us to decide whether to serve Him or not. If we do, God is pleased, we are blessed, and treasures are laid up in Heaven for us. If not, regrets and sore chastening will soon follow.

Something that the Lord constantly reminds me of: Back in 2000, in the beginning of my online ministry, I used to expect immediate results, that people would read my websites through, be instantly convicted, and get saved. It can happen, depending upon the response of a person's willingness to agree with God that they truly are a sinner bound for Hell (repentance), but it doesn't always work that way. God doesn't work for our glory, He works for His own glory. God's timetable is not of us. So don't be discouraged if your soul winning efforts do not produce immediate fruit. He sees you, and is writing everything down. We will all be held accountable for every one of our actions, good or bad.

God is a good, wonderful, patient, all-powerful God. He often causes us to wait on Him. Be persistent in prayer and stay right with Him. He wants us to stay strong soldiers, patiently waiting on His call, and continuing steadfast in prayer and His Word. We will each receive our due reward.

The Name of Jesus Christ be blessed forever. Amen.

Are you born again? Do you know where you are going when you die? Please see this page to find out more. HOW TO BE SAVED

"I hate you, Silentwitness1370 F U scumbag"

I see my new blog is getting some activity, which I thank God for. I am wasting my time if I post all about myself. I want God to get the glory.

This said, I am going to mention something that probably won't get that much attention. I received in my spam folder this morning an email from someone who seems to hate me very much. The title above pretty much reveals what the subject line said. Since it was spam, I didn't bother to open it but I deleted it. However I can't help but wonder who would send me such a message. I suppose it was indeed a spam message since it wouldn't have been in the spam folder if it didn't have what spam usually has in it, but it makes me wonder still.

I am positive that I am in the will of God when I see things like this. They don't happen often, but I know God tests my faith and at times will allow certain negative obstacles to crop up in my life so He can see which way I will go-- to Him in faith or to myself in self-pity. Of course I give it to Him, even if it is after a bout with my limited mind, but He blesses me in spite of my feelings or emotional faults. Therefore I have learned to welcome such opportunities as a chance to praise God for. So thank You, Lord, even if this was unintended, because You reminded me from Whom all things come, good and bad. I will trust in You always. Amen.

If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you. John 15:18

However,
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. John 3:16

God's Power is Greater Than the Devil

Up again in the early hours of the morning. Sometimes my body just doesn't want to sleep, so I get out of bed and try to do something to redeem the time and post here.

I find as I grow older that there's no sense in worrying over trivial stuff. I am a child of God. I'm saved and going to Heaven when I die. I'm no better than anyone else, but I know things now that I hadn't a clue about even a year ago, let alone than when I was saved at age 14.

For example, you ripen as you age, much like fruit. A green banana has no flavor and is hard and stiff, but let it sit and it will turn yellow and grow soft and sweet on the inside. It also possesses more nutrients and is a good source of quick energy as it ripens. Even bananas get "age spots"-- but the more there are, the better and sweeter the fruit inside will taste. (By the way, God doesn't make mistakes, and God made the banana tree, so those of you who look at the lowly banana with disdain may as well try one and see how good they are. It's not like you're eating a candy bar, you fool.) 😉

As the days grow later I have a stronger sense of these end times and I must be about the Lord's business. Even though few hear, I need to "sound out" the Gospel as often and as loudly as I can. My stats on my videos have plummeted, and it can be discouraging, but I know that Satan hates what I am doing here and he often drives people away to some other new thing or fad instead of allowing them to receive the Gospel and be saved. However, my God blesses my efforts and He will reward me in the life to come when I see Him face to face.

I am not about the numbers or the view count; I must do the work that God has given me to do, no matter what the response may be. Some days I get a flood of lost folks who, like a pack of hungry wolves, attack my message and try to tear down my ministry here. That's what happened at my Wordpress blog. I gave up on it, because Satan got the better of me. I regret that to this day, but I must give it to God and allow Him to use me here as well. Starting over is better than giving up on the sidelines.

This is a battle that we're in. God is so powerful that He can use and manipulate even the enemy of our souls, who is the Devil. The Devil is the second highest power in the universe, the first of course being God Almighty. Sometimes God uses the Devil like a powerful electric taser, because Satan is in electricity, which is the reason there are so many technologies involving circuits, wires, signals through the air, so-called "cloud" storage, etc., and Satan is behind all the negative side of the internet: spam emails, bogus sites, porn sites, chat rooms, YouTube, Facebook, etc.. Don't you realize that you are allowing the Devil himself into your living room the moment your finger presses the remote control? He is in the POWER OF THE AIR, which is electrical activity and communications.

Other times God uses him as a more lethal weapon to control the weather, natural disasters, floods, etc. (by the way there is no such thing as "global warming", that is a hoax contrived by the evil principalities in our government to get us acclimated to the New World Order and the arrival of the Antichrist). The Lord Jesus Christ said the Devil is the prince of the power of the air, and as such he also controls the weather under God's commands. Satan is the god of this world, but Almighty God is King of the universe. It's hard to think of that, but God is the One above all principalities and powers and He will have the final word in all matters.

Just speaking of my God, Who is my Heavenly Father because I believed on His only begotten Son, stirs my heart and makes me want to praise Him for all His wonderful works. God doesn't make mistakes, nor does He fail in any one of His promises, one of which is that without Christ, lost people who die in their sins WILL go to Hell where the Devil will go in his appointed time.

Do you want to spend eternity with Satan, who hates you, despises your life, and wants nothing more than to drag your eternal soul to Hell with him? Or do you want to spend eternity with the Lord Jesus Christ, God in the flesh, and be with Him in Heaven forever? The choice is yours alone to make.

• Admit that you are a sinner in danger of everlasting Hell fire.
• Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ Who bled and died on the cross for your sins, was buried, and was raised again the third day.
• Receive God's forgiveness and eternal life from the Lord Jesus Christ.

It's that simple. See this page for more info: HOW TO GO TO HEAVEN

Writer's block has been cast aside

I'm thanking the Lord today because He gave me this blog to write in. I can add as many or as few posts as I please. I had by no means quit blogging altogether, but I had to step aside because I had for private reasons deleted my former blog at Wordpress. I spent over three years posting there but God closed the door on it. Yet I am thankful that this one is available for me to write in so I can testify of the love and power of God Almighty to this steadily darkening world.

I had a previous blog here at Blogger but it was temporary as well. Those posts were copied and pasted to my former Wordpress blog, but as I said, that is no longer in existence. I feel a bit convicted about that, but if God can renew my spirit and show His new mercies every morning, then I am certain that He can still use me here. God opens doors and closes doors. I strongly believe this blog is another door that He has opened for me so He can use me here as well.

My it feels so good to be writing again at last. I have always wanted to write ever since I was a small child. I would imagine conversations in my mind with Jesus Christ, even though I didn't have a clue Who He was. I was not saved until I was 14 years old when I was watching the 700 Club on TV one day when I was supposed to be in school.

God, I wish I kept that blog now! Every testimony I ever held was on there. Forgive me, Lord. Yet I know You are not finished with me yet. Please use me here, I beg of You, in Jesus Name!

These videos are all that's left of my Wordpress blog. I was reading them aloud to those who were curious. God bless you.

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLymlu04tHOt9jHuofv7TAdrh6uKLme3T3

Praying, praising, worshipping the one true God tonight

I'm so glad tonight that God answers prayer. I'm glad that He hears every thought in our mind and word on our lips, even before we think or speak it!

I am praying for my family to get saved and come back to church. If I fail to do so, I feel dirty, sinful, and I know I displeased God. The Lord Jesus Christ bled and died for them too, and for all mankind. How can I not pray for the ones closest to me? 

I praise God freely tonight and without hesitation that He is a good God, gracious, longsuffering and loving. He supplies my every need. He is the God of umpteen chances.

I read the Bible and every day it is a continual feast. His Word is so powerful and piercing that I can't get enough. Awesome, omnipotent and wonderful, the Author of this holy Book is the very One Who saved my soul from Hell fire. Praise the mighty, saving Name of Jesus!

I thank the Lord that His mighty angel guards me while I sleep, and if it is His will, He will awake me in the morning to thank and serve Him again.

I have so much more to thank and praise the Lord, but time is precious and mere words cannot contain the love I have for my Savior. Thank You Lord Jesus for saving my soul!

Have you thanked God today? Are you born again? Do you want a relationship with the God Who makes all things new, His Name being the Lord Jesus Christ? You can know Him right now if you choose to. See this link for more.
http://jesus-is-savior.com/how_to_be_saved.html

God has given me a new day...

...and I am thankful for His bounteous mercy and grace. I don't know what will come to pass in the next 24 hours, but I intend to stay close to God and depend solely on Him.

Church tonight! I look forward to feasting and fellowship.

Help me, God!

Have you ever been in a situation when you wanted so badly to have something but it was out of reach? When all you can do is cry out to God to help you and lead you in His plain path instead of going in your own feeble strength to attain what you desire? When you crave the will of God in all life's matters but you're oh so tempted to go your own way and risk stepping out of that safe zone and the disapproval of the Almighty?

 What time I am afraid (or uncertain, or hopeless, or anxious, or tempted), I will trust in thee. Psalm 56:3

Crossing guard??

I was out walking my dog when I noticed that the four way traffic light on my street was stuck. I went home and reported the problem in the Streets Department website. Then under compulsion, I found myself going back out and directing the traffic past the dangerous intersection.

I felt so out of place standing in the intersection, shouting, "Light's broken!" and waving by each vehicle. No doubt some people thought I was a crazy woman high on drugs, but I was safe in the arms of the Lord. I did this for about 20 minutes until a police van drove towards me and the driver asked me to get out of the street. He said he would send someone to fix the problem, so I gladly obliged, not wanting to get in legal trouble.

I care about others. I knew many people just wanted to get home. The reason why I did this was because I didn't want anyone to get hurt or even killed. God only knows what would've happened if I hadn't "stood in the gap" for those many drivers. They couldn't see past the intersection, and they were blowing their horns in frustration. I couldn't just not do anything. If it was me driving, I would want to get past safely too.

I had the blessing of some folks gratefully waving by and thanking me for my heroic efforts. I also thought I could have called 911 and reported the instance. Maybe next time. I do live in the city.

Lord I pray that you protect those drivers and keep the intersection free of other incident until the proper authorities come and repair those lights. Thank You, Lord, in Jesus' Name, amen.


Note: I just observed that the traffic lights in that intersection are flashing. Thank God.

Lonely but not alone

I feel so lonely. I haven't enjoyed the company of a man in years. I never understood men, and not one ever understood me. I'm so glad the Lord Jesus knows me more than anyone could.

Sometimes I just want to get alone with Jesus and tell Him how I feel. I want to go somewhere where there's no distractions, just to get a hold of God and give Him my cares. Thankfully I don't have to go anywhere physically, I can meet with Him in my heart.

Since I am a widow, I tend to enjoy being alone, but it gets too much at times. I do not seek a man friend, I have the Lord Jesus. He is my best Friend. Jesus is a Friend which sticketh closer than a brother.

I must remember how blessed I am. I am a child of Almighty God. I can pray, I can read God's Word, and I can go to Him as many times as I need to, and He will never tire of me asking for anything.

Right now a big desire of my heart is much in my prayers, yet I must give it to God if I want to see Him work. God is able, I am not. I am nothing without the Lord Jesus.

Thank You, Lord, for lifting me up. I put all my trust in You.

Back on Blogger

Just briefly, I am a born again Christian who makes much of Jesus Christ. Many people hate Him and bash His messengers, just as they did in Bible times. Some things never change.

I decided to create this blog because I needed a clean slate to start off again. My Wordpress blog was on the internet for three years. It no longer exists. I had been on Blogger for a time before, so this is nothing new to me.

I basically deal with two kinds of people: the saved and the lost. Saved people are welcome here, but lost people won't know Who Jesus is, or are trapped in their religions, or are ignorant of the things of God, or are just outright atheist. I do not accept comments from such people UNLESS they have a heart and desire to be saved by the blood of Jesus Christ. Otherwise, you are wasting your time, because they will be deleted.

My job is to exalt the Lord Jesus Christ, to expose error and falsehoods, and encourage and edify the true believer (I say "true" because most professed Christians are not really saved, they just assume they are, but God sees their heart). My heart wants people to come to Christ, so that is why I include the Plan of Salvation Page in my entries. I believe God can save even the most hardened sinner, and that is my task, to reach the lost with the Gospel.

This is where you may go to find out about this great Gift of salvation through faith in Christ.
http://jesus-is-savior.com/how_to_be_saved.html